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| Created by: @bellachantellaa & @taliah_thebeautiful (Via IG) |
Greetings Kings & Queens, I was inspired to
participate in this challenge, in which I believe
was created by the above instagram names. If not, please correct me in the comments b/c I want to be sure the correct persons are given credit...also I want to encourage you all to go and search the #lookingatmechallenge and read some of the most transparent and amazing testimonies I've ever seen.
Looking at me you wouldn't know that my whole life I feel as if I was always battling something. I came into the world in a "broken state" my biological father wasn't an active part of my life..but I thank God for my dad who stepped in and is the best father b/c he took on responsibilities that he didn't have to. Well being one of 5 children, I also was the darkest child (my mom is beautifully chocolate) & lets just say when I was in elementary school "DARK SKIN WASN'T IN" It was probably one of the worst times in my life. I was constantly being ridiculed for my skin. I was so over it! It didn't matter how smart, thin, athletic or whatever I was DARK SKIN DISQUALIFIED ME. Well it wasn't until college that I had my first boyfriend that picked me b/c he actually liked me and not b/c of my physical assets. Looking at me you also wouldn't know that I became a single mother at the age of 19. Technically I was 18.Sophomore in college and PREGNANT! Yep that was me and I started out as one of those "bash yo baby daddy along w. me on FB type of girls". Shortly after that I began engaging in relationships that were completely out of Gods will for my life! I had somebody just to have someone. If they would entertain me,,then I was holding them down. DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB! Looking at me now you should now know that somebody introduced me to JESUS! Somebody was so TRANSPARENT with me about their life..that I was able to believe through somebody else that God was truly able. That it wasn't just the FB post, IG quotes or Twitter re-tweets...but GOD IS REAL. He could deliver me from anything that I engaged in that wasn't of him. That he'd give me a second, third, fourth and or fifth chance to get it right. Looking at me you wouldn't know that I even to this day I encounter things I never thought I would or could handle...BUT GOD... Looking at me now I want you to know that YOU too can receive this same LOVE...JOY...PEACE...That I have encountered. All you need to do is look up, get down and pray or just boldly state "LORD MY LIFE ISN'T MY OWN..TO YOU I BELONG..I GIVE MYSELF TO YOU" You can be set FREE just like myself and many others. If you Just give up the driver seat of your life to THE ULTIMATE DRIVER! Though this isn't my full testimony I believe its enough to show you how AWESOME the God I serve Is.
I Challenge each reader of this blog to participate in this challenge. Even if it isn't on a social media platform, write it out and look at how far he's brought you!!! & watch the praise you allow to go up just from seeing "I DON'T LOOK LIKE WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH" !
w. Love
QueenReLoaded
Depression Free. Complexion Free. Bondage Free
Evolving into an even better QUEEN.
-CrownedQUEEN.
